I have to care less.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Haha. Hi!! Yah, so erm. At Lyn's house we were playing ping-pong, and table soccer. Haha, so funny! Even the keeper can score goals. Haha. Yep. Played stupid! Made so many people as stupid as me.. Heh. =P Lyn ordered one whole carton of haagen-dazs! And food from hard rock?! =O ... Gosh. Yeah. And david, sigh! Your 'soon' is very long hor. Took a lift from vicky in the end. Reached home real late. Mom and dad were pretty pissed. Oh well.
Did I mention before we have to stay back almost everyday after school for extra lessons? Haha. Sian ok! Really, I'd rather come home and mug.
Oh yeah, skipped TO yesterday cuz I forgot! Haha! Blur..Think I saboh-ed my friend cuz I told him dun have also.. =P
Ok, better go now.
Did I mention before we have to stay back almost everyday after school for extra lessons? Haha. Sian ok! Really, I'd rather come home and mug.
Oh yeah, skipped TO yesterday cuz I forgot! Haha! Blur..Think I saboh-ed my friend cuz I told him dun have also.. =P
Ok, better go now.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Hello.. Slacking in the comp lab now.. Supposed to be doing my english essay, but I've been ssssssssslllllllaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnggggggggg! Wahaha. Who cares. Just find some thing to copy and paste later.. Wahaha. Hmm. Can't blog nowadays cuz there's no time!! Sigh. Needa mug.. At the rate I'm going I'm gonna die.
Anyway.
Friday was good. Yeah, it was.
Saturday was good too.
Hmm. About the things on my blog right, its ALL OVER, no hard feelings, no crap bout unfinished business. So please, don't shit on my blog anymore.
Yep. Thanks zhaohan. You took the first step that day, and if you hadn't, I probably wouldn't too. Yupz.
Confirmation! Ok. I should be happy right? I mean, like after 9 years of cathechism class, and dreaming bout this day.. I should be happy right? Way happy. But.. Things are different now.. Yeah.
No, I haven't strayed from God. Don't worry.
After confirmation, went down to Lynsey's house!!
Ok, bell's gone. Will blog when I've got the time..
Bye!!!! I'm happy! Yay!
Anyway.
Friday was good. Yeah, it was.
Saturday was good too.
Hmm. About the things on my blog right, its ALL OVER, no hard feelings, no crap bout unfinished business. So please, don't shit on my blog anymore.
Yep. Thanks zhaohan. You took the first step that day, and if you hadn't, I probably wouldn't too. Yupz.
Confirmation! Ok. I should be happy right? I mean, like after 9 years of cathechism class, and dreaming bout this day.. I should be happy right? Way happy. But.. Things are different now.. Yeah.
No, I haven't strayed from God. Don't worry.
After confirmation, went down to Lynsey's house!!
Ok, bell's gone. Will blog when I've got the time..
Bye!!!! I'm happy! Yay!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Look, Zhaohan. Do you or do you not want to stop this rubbish? I find it a complete waste of my time, and, I presume, yours as well. Namely because of the fact this argument is over absolutely NOTHING. Whatever you have said was utter and complete crap, but I will not pursue the matter any further, though you know that I’d wish to very, very much. But that isn’t the point. The point is I’m stopping this thing right here, right now. Oh, just go ahead and celebrate your ‘victory’ if you will.
Yi Zhe, Some things I want so much to say too. But heck, I’ll just leave it as it is.
Anyway, hope all you guys aren’t freaked out. This thing’s over, I hope. Unless other parties want to continue to keep it going. Ok, I have resolved not to respond, no matter how provocative, k? Yep! Haha!
Anyway.. Days now are so filled with mugging mugging mugging and nothing else.. Oh, and my viola/violin too. Got a new math teacher. Mr Tiew! Was telling us some really.. Ahem. Stuff today. Bleaurgh. OkOk, I asked for it, nvm. But hey, that was really really way over the line k! Oh well, nvm nvm.
So ensemble practices have stopped.. Don’t hafta stay back after school anymore..
I have to go out for confirmation rehearsal later!! So I guess I gotta go. Wish me luck for End-of-years k. I really need all the luck I can get.
Bye!
Yi Zhe, Some things I want so much to say too. But heck, I’ll just leave it as it is.
Anyway, hope all you guys aren’t freaked out. This thing’s over, I hope. Unless other parties want to continue to keep it going. Ok, I have resolved not to respond, no matter how provocative, k? Yep! Haha!
Anyway.. Days now are so filled with mugging mugging mugging and nothing else.. Oh, and my viola/violin too. Got a new math teacher. Mr Tiew! Was telling us some really.. Ahem. Stuff today. Bleaurgh. OkOk, I asked for it, nvm. But hey, that was really really way over the line k! Oh well, nvm nvm.
So ensemble practices have stopped.. Don’t hafta stay back after school anymore..
I have to go out for confirmation rehearsal later!! So I guess I gotta go. Wish me luck for End-of-years k. I really need all the luck I can get.
Bye!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Ok, zhaohan, we won't flood the tag boards will we. It's quite irritating.
Anyway, speaking of wrong names, mine happens to be Sng Tiap Yang. Do get it right next time, will you.
Yes, since P4. I remember your warmth you showed me when I first stepped into the ensemble room. It was a real relief among all the strangers. I am thankful for that, despite our current situation.
Ah, my ego? Yes it was big. It was a hindrance. And till this day it still is sometimes, but I am working on it. I admit, for I have nothing to hide. I wonder about you though. In case you read wrongly, yet again, for I maintain my stand on that, (really, an idiot could understand what I was trying to say) I never referred to friendship as "crap". But I find it quite sad that you do.
But then again, if it is (so-called) friendship coming from those unworthy people.. I'd rather not have it. And no, I am NOT referring to you as unworthy. I do treasure each and every single friendship I have, and the people who really know me can vouch for me on that part. I have mentioned before, that no matter what people do to me, I always try to "to put behind my pride, lower myself and extend my hand, in a gesture to put all arguments aside". You read that post before and responded to it. So if you really want to end our friendship, then so be it, I can't stop you. Take this as a flag of truce, a personal victory, if you will. I couldn't care less.
I still have much to say though.
You remember my past? I can't blame you if I do. As I have told the ones closest to me, my past was dark and dank one, full of immature and disgusting incidents. I regret them, but I won't hide them. Bring them up if you wish. You do remember the condom episode don't you.
A remarkable show-off.. Pray tell, would you not say that for yourself too? I will not bring up your dirt and let it surface for all to see, for I wish to believe that that was a side of you that belonged to the past. However, you are destroying that image I have of you.
I believe that it is a wrong accusation that I turned upon your old friends. Would you care to clarify. And even if I did turn upon them, I would have good reason to, and it would only be temporary, as I've stated above. I do what I can to forgive.
I have stood up for you too. I have given you heart-felt advice and encouragement too. And I too had good times with you. But go ahead, spit what you can at my feet, if you wish to put it this way, in such vehemence and aggression. I wish to appeal that I did not start this war going. I presume that you took my typing of "kayu" as a sign of hostility. Well, as far as I'm concerned, I never meant enimity, as at that point of time I had assumed you would be sensible enough to take it as so.
So yes, I wish to say that this has been a misunderstanding, on fault of my part for not being as articulate as you wished me to be. Not everyone is as blessed with that gift as you. My pride is screaming at me as I type this. HOWEVER. I believe that my command of the English language is sufficient in continuing this war of words with you. For I too believe in the righteousness of my stand. Go on. Make life hard for me. I will not "reel and gibber in the dust" like your unfortunate adversary, as you have so unabashedly boasted.
And I'd like to repeat it again, I'd like your friendship. I wouldn't say no to anybody's. But bear in mind I don't NEED it. If you'd like to carry on the argument and defend yourself furthur, I'd welcome the challenge.
Am I being sensitive enough now? I hope I have been enough for you. But do be aware that there is a limit to how long my patience will hold, and then I'll start to show you the unrefined behaviour that you've shown to me, and so many others.
Btw, juvenile and childish have the same meaning. Even the mighty have to refer to their dictionaries sometimes.
God bless you. Really. I mean it.
Anyway, speaking of wrong names, mine happens to be Sng Tiap Yang. Do get it right next time, will you.
Yes, since P4. I remember your warmth you showed me when I first stepped into the ensemble room. It was a real relief among all the strangers. I am thankful for that, despite our current situation.
Ah, my ego? Yes it was big. It was a hindrance. And till this day it still is sometimes, but I am working on it. I admit, for I have nothing to hide. I wonder about you though. In case you read wrongly, yet again, for I maintain my stand on that, (really, an idiot could understand what I was trying to say) I never referred to friendship as "crap". But I find it quite sad that you do.
But then again, if it is (so-called) friendship coming from those unworthy people.. I'd rather not have it. And no, I am NOT referring to you as unworthy. I do treasure each and every single friendship I have, and the people who really know me can vouch for me on that part. I have mentioned before, that no matter what people do to me, I always try to "to put behind my pride, lower myself and extend my hand, in a gesture to put all arguments aside". You read that post before and responded to it. So if you really want to end our friendship, then so be it, I can't stop you. Take this as a flag of truce, a personal victory, if you will. I couldn't care less.
I still have much to say though.
You remember my past? I can't blame you if I do. As I have told the ones closest to me, my past was dark and dank one, full of immature and disgusting incidents. I regret them, but I won't hide them. Bring them up if you wish. You do remember the condom episode don't you.
A remarkable show-off.. Pray tell, would you not say that for yourself too? I will not bring up your dirt and let it surface for all to see, for I wish to believe that that was a side of you that belonged to the past. However, you are destroying that image I have of you.
I believe that it is a wrong accusation that I turned upon your old friends. Would you care to clarify. And even if I did turn upon them, I would have good reason to, and it would only be temporary, as I've stated above. I do what I can to forgive.
I have stood up for you too. I have given you heart-felt advice and encouragement too. And I too had good times with you. But go ahead, spit what you can at my feet, if you wish to put it this way, in such vehemence and aggression. I wish to appeal that I did not start this war going. I presume that you took my typing of "kayu" as a sign of hostility. Well, as far as I'm concerned, I never meant enimity, as at that point of time I had assumed you would be sensible enough to take it as so.
So yes, I wish to say that this has been a misunderstanding, on fault of my part for not being as articulate as you wished me to be. Not everyone is as blessed with that gift as you. My pride is screaming at me as I type this. HOWEVER. I believe that my command of the English language is sufficient in continuing this war of words with you. For I too believe in the righteousness of my stand. Go on. Make life hard for me. I will not "reel and gibber in the dust" like your unfortunate adversary, as you have so unabashedly boasted.
And I'd like to repeat it again, I'd like your friendship. I wouldn't say no to anybody's. But bear in mind I don't NEED it. If you'd like to carry on the argument and defend yourself furthur, I'd welcome the challenge.
Am I being sensitive enough now? I hope I have been enough for you. But do be aware that there is a limit to how long my patience will hold, and then I'll start to show you the unrefined behaviour that you've shown to me, and so many others.
Btw, juvenile and childish have the same meaning. Even the mighty have to refer to their dictionaries sometimes.
God bless you. Really. I mean it.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
To my old friend: Arrogance and ego get you nowhere. A piece of advise I'd have to give to myself sometimes too.. Yup, I'm human, I've got this big fat piece of skin on my face I gotta keep stuck on. But nvm. Just try..
No hard feelings yah.
Anyway yesterday was a boring stay home day.. Didn't even go to church cuz I went on saturday. Mom and dad went JB and bought stuff. Files and mooncakes. Haha. Went to Beauty World for dinner. That's about it..
Today was cool, quite cool. Got to skip school cuz of TO outreaching concert at ACS-Pri. Sigh. Mom forced me to go school, for ONE period. Whatever.. It was chemistry. And I didn't do the homework over the holidays, so I did it in reading period. Let friends copy, the usual. Ha. Then when the bell rang, I went to the toilet to change, stepped back at class and was greeted with all the 'wah's and the 'what the hell's. Haha. Seen me so many times like that already what, what's the big deal.
Took bus to CCAB. My god. Hot man. Especially in long BLACK pants. Reached music studio, and got a little bit of air-con. Got there really early. Then walked off down toward mainroad again.. Haha, nvm. Slacked around waiting for the bus..
We got to put our stuff in this air-con room at ACS. Whew. Didn't have that luxury in all the other out-reaching concerts I've had.. But the room stank though.. Like someone farted in it. Haha. Sigh. Couldn't use the carbon-fibre bow cuz it doesn't have tension, so I used the crap one I picked up in orch-room. It's used exclusively for nonsense outdoor gigs. Yep. It really sucks.
The pieces were screwed up lah. Jon Lim beside me was playing any-old-how. Couldn't be bothered. The usual nonsense introductions form Wong Ho Chong and company.. What can I say? Sian.
After the first performance we had lunch. And woah. Lunch was good. Really good. No, not the food, something else, but NEVERMIND. It rocked ok? That's all I'm gonna say.
Second performance.. Same as the first. Sian.
Took bus back to CCAB, got a lift from my friend back to school. Had viola lesson. The lift rocked too. =) Little dangerous though, but really.. Some things are just worth risking it.
Wasn't really prepared for lesson. I'd only practised in the orch-room for a little over half-an-hour. So sat down through the whole lesson and talked with Ernie.
Talked.
And talked.
And talked.
Lesson was supposed to end at 5:30. We ended at 6:10. Poor Rui Ling had to wait outside the room for so long.. Haha..
Came home. I mugged! Yay! Proud of myself. Gonna mug somemore, so gtg. Bye!
So now, I really need to sort out so many things.. 15 years is a long time.. And suddenly, everything's changed.. It feels so.. Weird. Everything's different, and I don't know how to find my way around. What I've known all through my life.. Is gone. I have to sort this out myself.. With God's help. But can he help me out? I dunno, but I'll have to hope he can. I'm sure he can.. Will he?.. I hope so.. I really do..
Crap.
I made the right choice I guess.
No hard feelings yah.
Anyway yesterday was a boring stay home day.. Didn't even go to church cuz I went on saturday. Mom and dad went JB and bought stuff. Files and mooncakes. Haha. Went to Beauty World for dinner. That's about it..
Today was cool, quite cool. Got to skip school cuz of TO outreaching concert at ACS-Pri. Sigh. Mom forced me to go school, for ONE period. Whatever.. It was chemistry. And I didn't do the homework over the holidays, so I did it in reading period. Let friends copy, the usual. Ha. Then when the bell rang, I went to the toilet to change, stepped back at class and was greeted with all the 'wah's and the 'what the hell's. Haha. Seen me so many times like that already what, what's the big deal.
Took bus to CCAB. My god. Hot man. Especially in long BLACK pants. Reached music studio, and got a little bit of air-con. Got there really early. Then walked off down toward mainroad again.. Haha, nvm. Slacked around waiting for the bus..
We got to put our stuff in this air-con room at ACS. Whew. Didn't have that luxury in all the other out-reaching concerts I've had.. But the room stank though.. Like someone farted in it. Haha. Sigh. Couldn't use the carbon-fibre bow cuz it doesn't have tension, so I used the crap one I picked up in orch-room. It's used exclusively for nonsense outdoor gigs. Yep. It really sucks.
The pieces were screwed up lah. Jon Lim beside me was playing any-old-how. Couldn't be bothered. The usual nonsense introductions form Wong Ho Chong and company.. What can I say? Sian.
After the first performance we had lunch. And woah. Lunch was good. Really good. No, not the food, something else, but NEVERMIND. It rocked ok? That's all I'm gonna say.
Second performance.. Same as the first. Sian.
Took bus back to CCAB, got a lift from my friend back to school. Had viola lesson. The lift rocked too. =) Little dangerous though, but really.. Some things are just worth risking it.
Wasn't really prepared for lesson. I'd only practised in the orch-room for a little over half-an-hour. So sat down through the whole lesson and talked with Ernie.
Talked.
And talked.
And talked.
Lesson was supposed to end at 5:30. We ended at 6:10. Poor Rui Ling had to wait outside the room for so long.. Haha..
Came home. I mugged! Yay! Proud of myself. Gonna mug somemore, so gtg. Bye!
So now, I really need to sort out so many things.. 15 years is a long time.. And suddenly, everything's changed.. It feels so.. Weird. Everything's different, and I don't know how to find my way around. What I've known all through my life.. Is gone. I have to sort this out myself.. With God's help. But can he help me out? I dunno, but I'll have to hope he can. I'm sure he can.. Will he?.. I hope so.. I really do..
Crap.
I made the right choice I guess.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Really funny thing i coped off Thomas' blog. Haha!
www.ircspy.com
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint, it goes like this:
What Makes 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%.
How about achieving 103%?
What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If: A B. C. D. E. F. G. H. I. J. K. L. M. N. O. P. Q. R. S. T. U. V. W. X. Y. Z is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
And
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND,
look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 127%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top.
www.ircspy.com
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint, it goes like this:
What Makes 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%.
How about achieving 103%?
What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If: A B. C. D. E. F. G. H. I. J. K. L. M. N. O. P. Q. R. S. T. U. V. W. X. Y. Z is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
Then:H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
And
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%
AND,
look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 127%
So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top.
Shall make this quick ok? Was quite a long day.. But have to summarise lah..
Woke up early, cuz I had to be at church by 9. Day of Recollection. But I went to eat at Farrer market before that. So got up quite early. Ate the 'you2 ji1 mian4'. Haha. Oil chicken noodles. The name'd freak you out right? But no lah, there's not as much oil as you'd think. Quite little in fact. And I had a decent cup of soya bean milk without getting food poisoning. Ha! Phew.
Went to the La Sorta room. And it was locked. The key was with this Patrick guy. And everybody was there already, and the key wasn't. (Jevon came late! Raah! Tell us to come early and then he himself came late! Hahaha! =P) So we did the opening prayer outside the room.. And some singing.. Room got opened.. Went in and had some reflection things to get us ready for confession.. Yeah, and I went out and did quite a good one actually. Quite scary but oh well.
Went back to La Sorta, and they started singing again, and I left for TO. Phew! Saved my ears from certain death. Mom and Dad came late!! Supposed to come at 11.30 to bring me but the left the house only at 11.35!! Waliao.. I wanted to go early one.. But, nvm lah.
TO wasn't that sian today. Was getting hyper and doing crazy crazy stuff. Nvm. Haha, it's just damn lame and stupid, but funny too!
Took a walk after TO and sat on the rail.. Sigh.. =) Awesome man.
Ate lunch mom bought me at the car park at the Oei Tiong Ham place up the hill at CCAB. Some rice with vegetable and beef. The beef was good lah, but that was it. 3 bucks. Hmm. Not that worth it but nvm. Went back to church.
Was doing some poster thing.. But I just skipped off and went to do my stuff. Heh.
Came back did more singing then went for mass. Sigh. Was struggling to stay awake.. Was so tired. Urgh. How evil.
Ate at Beauty World and came home.. Some frustrating, irritating, pissing stuff happened. Oh well. Played badminton. Yep.
Tired. Gonna mug a little and sleep.
Woke up early, cuz I had to be at church by 9. Day of Recollection. But I went to eat at Farrer market before that. So got up quite early. Ate the 'you2 ji1 mian4'. Haha. Oil chicken noodles. The name'd freak you out right? But no lah, there's not as much oil as you'd think. Quite little in fact. And I had a decent cup of soya bean milk without getting food poisoning. Ha! Phew.
Went to the La Sorta room. And it was locked. The key was with this Patrick guy. And everybody was there already, and the key wasn't. (Jevon came late! Raah! Tell us to come early and then he himself came late! Hahaha! =P) So we did the opening prayer outside the room.. And some singing.. Room got opened.. Went in and had some reflection things to get us ready for confession.. Yeah, and I went out and did quite a good one actually. Quite scary but oh well.
Went back to La Sorta, and they started singing again, and I left for TO. Phew! Saved my ears from certain death. Mom and Dad came late!! Supposed to come at 11.30 to bring me but the left the house only at 11.35!! Waliao.. I wanted to go early one.. But, nvm lah.
TO wasn't that sian today. Was getting hyper and doing crazy crazy stuff. Nvm. Haha, it's just damn lame and stupid, but funny too!
Took a walk after TO and sat on the rail.. Sigh.. =) Awesome man.
Ate lunch mom bought me at the car park at the Oei Tiong Ham place up the hill at CCAB. Some rice with vegetable and beef. The beef was good lah, but that was it. 3 bucks. Hmm. Not that worth it but nvm. Went back to church.
Was doing some poster thing.. But I just skipped off and went to do my stuff. Heh.
Came back did more singing then went for mass. Sigh. Was struggling to stay awake.. Was so tired. Urgh. How evil.
Ate at Beauty World and came home.. Some frustrating, irritating, pissing stuff happened. Oh well. Played badminton. Yep.
Tired. Gonna mug a little and sleep.
Friday, September 10, 2004
Oh man!!! My post got deleted! I am so pissed lor! Sigh.. All that hard work.. Oh well. Re-type.. Sigh.
Tuesday
Had chem lessons, then went to ta-pow some char kuay teow from HCJC canteen for some strings people and me. No egg! Idiot bird-flu. Oh well. Then had sectionals. Ok, I was sleeping through it.. Playing chess, practising my own viola.. Anything but conducting the viola section. Haha.. Quite terrible of me.. I just can't help it! But Joseph and ahem Calvin (cellist?!) were conducting.. So I thought it was ok for me to slack.. I mean.. If there's someone doing your job for you, you just let it be right. Oh well. Words from a true-blue slacker. =)
Then.. Had a walk.. And ended up on a bench in a park.. Sigh.. It was great man.. It's like.. You're just walking.. Sitting down.. And like, you're just letting yourself go into that moment.. Just living it and enjoying it.. And nothing else matters to you but what you have in front of you.. It's just.. Amazing. Sigh.
Wednesday
Woke up early.. So early. Like it was a school day like that.. Had a medical appointment at Health Promotion Board. My back's curved 8 degrees see. But it's considered mild, and the degree didn't increase since my last check up 6 months ago, so I guess it's alright? Yep. Went to visit my aunt at the neurology centre close by after that.. Sigh.. She aged a lot.. Stupid heart murmur.. Sigh.. Doctor's fees suck too. Her operation went only halfway then they stopped cuz they didn't know how to carry on. And my aunt had to pay. Some thousands of dollars.. Whatever. Paying for their incompetence.. Grr.
Dropped by at Bukit Timah market and bought some food. Laksa, wanton mee and otah for brunch with bro. Haha, mom never pay me back money! Sigh, and bro haven't given me the money of his share too. Nvm lah. The food was nice anyway.
Then went home.. Mugged, then played squash and ping pong with my bro. The ping pong table's falling apart! The management should to get a new one.. Ha. My bro went home first after ping pong, so I played squash.. Run around like crazy. Haha! But I need the exercise lah.
Thursday
Mugged in the morning, then had a lesson with Ernie at his place. Wah, haven't been there for some time, and it's all changed now! New buildings popping up everywhere.. Haha. Lesson was quite short! Cuz he showed me the video of his Concerto Concerto! concert. Missed it the last time.. Haha.. But it wasn't so bad anyway. ;) AnywayAnyway, it was damn pro! Hahaha.. Yup! Then lesson taught me some ricochet and martele and frog-exercises on Kreutzer and Sevcik. Yep.
Then. Walked again.. Sat at the same bench, in the same park.. Walked the same route after getting up.. It was still great. Really. Whee.
Went home. Duh. Mugged. Duh.
Watched a little Singapore Idol. Yeah. The judges looked damn pissed when the people they thought were bad went through. Oh well. They really weren't that good anyway. Singaoporeans, tut tut.
Today
Went out to a market in holland and had breakfast. Had laksa, and soya bean milk. When I got home, My bro and I felt like vomitting, and our tummies were queasy.. I think it was the soya bean, cuz we both drank that. But went to let it out in the toilet, so got better! Haha.. =P
Had strings rehearsal. We've shifted to computer room 10 for rehearsals permenantly now. Sigh. Gonna miss the orch-room man.. CR 10 sucks.. So hot and so small. Oh well. Want the new CCA (SALT) centre to be builk quicky!! Argh. Anyway rehearsal was rubbish. I was playing rubbish. Just any old how whack lah. Legato I did spiccato. It's like.. So sian lor.. And nobody was playing well either. Ha.
Then. Walked again. Walked a different path, to a different park, on a different bench. But it was still as fantastic as ever.. Totally.. I'M DAMN HAPPY!!! Haha, nvm.
Mom rushin me, and I'm hungry! Gtg! Cya! I hope.. Try to skip it halfway.. Haha. Fingers crossed!
Tuesday
Had chem lessons, then went to ta-pow some char kuay teow from HCJC canteen for some strings people and me. No egg! Idiot bird-flu. Oh well. Then had sectionals. Ok, I was sleeping through it.. Playing chess, practising my own viola.. Anything but conducting the viola section. Haha.. Quite terrible of me.. I just can't help it! But Joseph and ahem Calvin (cellist?!) were conducting.. So I thought it was ok for me to slack.. I mean.. If there's someone doing your job for you, you just let it be right. Oh well. Words from a true-blue slacker. =)
Then.. Had a walk.. And ended up on a bench in a park.. Sigh.. It was great man.. It's like.. You're just walking.. Sitting down.. And like, you're just letting yourself go into that moment.. Just living it and enjoying it.. And nothing else matters to you but what you have in front of you.. It's just.. Amazing. Sigh.
Wednesday
Woke up early.. So early. Like it was a school day like that.. Had a medical appointment at Health Promotion Board. My back's curved 8 degrees see. But it's considered mild, and the degree didn't increase since my last check up 6 months ago, so I guess it's alright? Yep. Went to visit my aunt at the neurology centre close by after that.. Sigh.. She aged a lot.. Stupid heart murmur.. Sigh.. Doctor's fees suck too. Her operation went only halfway then they stopped cuz they didn't know how to carry on. And my aunt had to pay. Some thousands of dollars.. Whatever. Paying for their incompetence.. Grr.
Dropped by at Bukit Timah market and bought some food. Laksa, wanton mee and otah for brunch with bro. Haha, mom never pay me back money! Sigh, and bro haven't given me the money of his share too. Nvm lah. The food was nice anyway.
Then went home.. Mugged, then played squash and ping pong with my bro. The ping pong table's falling apart! The management should to get a new one.. Ha. My bro went home first after ping pong, so I played squash.. Run around like crazy. Haha! But I need the exercise lah.
Thursday
Mugged in the morning, then had a lesson with Ernie at his place. Wah, haven't been there for some time, and it's all changed now! New buildings popping up everywhere.. Haha. Lesson was quite short! Cuz he showed me the video of his Concerto Concerto! concert. Missed it the last time.. Haha.. But it wasn't so bad anyway. ;) AnywayAnyway, it was damn pro! Hahaha.. Yup! Then lesson taught me some ricochet and martele and frog-exercises on Kreutzer and Sevcik. Yep.
Then. Walked again.. Sat at the same bench, in the same park.. Walked the same route after getting up.. It was still great. Really. Whee.
Went home. Duh. Mugged. Duh.
Watched a little Singapore Idol. Yeah. The judges looked damn pissed when the people they thought were bad went through. Oh well. They really weren't that good anyway. Singaoporeans, tut tut.
Today
Went out to a market in holland and had breakfast. Had laksa, and soya bean milk. When I got home, My bro and I felt like vomitting, and our tummies were queasy.. I think it was the soya bean, cuz we both drank that. But went to let it out in the toilet, so got better! Haha.. =P
Had strings rehearsal. We've shifted to computer room 10 for rehearsals permenantly now. Sigh. Gonna miss the orch-room man.. CR 10 sucks.. So hot and so small. Oh well. Want the new CCA (SALT) centre to be builk quicky!! Argh. Anyway rehearsal was rubbish. I was playing rubbish. Just any old how whack lah. Legato I did spiccato. It's like.. So sian lor.. And nobody was playing well either. Ha.
Then. Walked again. Walked a different path, to a different park, on a different bench. But it was still as fantastic as ever.. Totally.. I'M DAMN HAPPY!!! Haha, nvm.
Mom rushin me, and I'm hungry! Gtg! Cya! I hope.. Try to skip it halfway.. Haha. Fingers crossed!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
So the previous post was meant to be last night's, yep.
Couldn't sleep well last night.. Have no idea why.. And I jolted up at around 6:20am, which is the usual time I wake up on weekdays for school. And then I realised it was the holidays.. Stupid bio-clock. Woke up, mom made tuna sandwiches. Better than the usual cheese with cucumber (yucko!) and tomato (eeuurgh..). Oh well.
Went school for chem, and it was so darn sian.. Couldn't wait for it to end. Was checking out Kenneth's BB-gun! It's damn cool.. Haven't seen one in ages ever since they were banned.. I got 3 cartridges from spoilt guns with me and a whole bottle of ammo. Haha! Oh, and he brought, for no reason at all, a koala soft toy, and it was so cute!! Haha! Really very cute. Me and Yong Jing were squabbling over having custody over it. Heh, lame but it was boring ok.
Went to coro with nick, bought some stuff. Then went Plaza Sing. Met Joseph and Wai Peng on the bus! And David Chen too. Think I saw my bro's friend, but I dunno his name and everythin so jus decided to shut up and let it pass. Walked round and waited for ernie and other people to show up. Then we pigged out at pizza hut. Ate so much! And we concocted a disgusting mixture of tomato sauce, tartar sauce, ice, coke, green pepper, pineapple strips, onion ring.. Whatever. Eeew.. Then ernie told us that he's drink it, if we'd all drink it with him! Lol. Joseph can eat man. Small little guy.. Ha! That wasn't all. After that we went Swensons and had a giant earthquake. Wah, can die man. Guan Hui left for piano lesson though, so we were down to 8 people. So yeah, they were playing with salt and pepper.. Spiked my drink when I went toilet!!! But I noticed the pepper powder floating around. Phew man! Those evil people!! Haha. So really ate a lot man. And the best part was that ernie was paying for all of us! Yay! He must've spent a lot man! Haha, whee. Thanks!
Went to buy something.. Then went to Heeren.. Hahaha. Yep. Watched Bourne Supremacy at Cine. Wasn't really concentrating on the movie lah. For reasons. =) NVM.
Home.
So today was really really really awesome.. So cool, so happy.. Sigh.
Be happy!
Couldn't sleep well last night.. Have no idea why.. And I jolted up at around 6:20am, which is the usual time I wake up on weekdays for school. And then I realised it was the holidays.. Stupid bio-clock. Woke up, mom made tuna sandwiches. Better than the usual cheese with cucumber (yucko!) and tomato (eeuurgh..). Oh well.
Went school for chem, and it was so darn sian.. Couldn't wait for it to end. Was checking out Kenneth's BB-gun! It's damn cool.. Haven't seen one in ages ever since they were banned.. I got 3 cartridges from spoilt guns with me and a whole bottle of ammo. Haha! Oh, and he brought, for no reason at all, a koala soft toy, and it was so cute!! Haha! Really very cute. Me and Yong Jing were squabbling over having custody over it. Heh, lame but it was boring ok.
Went to coro with nick, bought some stuff. Then went Plaza Sing. Met Joseph and Wai Peng on the bus! And David Chen too. Think I saw my bro's friend, but I dunno his name and everythin so jus decided to shut up and let it pass. Walked round and waited for ernie and other people to show up. Then we pigged out at pizza hut. Ate so much! And we concocted a disgusting mixture of tomato sauce, tartar sauce, ice, coke, green pepper, pineapple strips, onion ring.. Whatever. Eeew.. Then ernie told us that he's drink it, if we'd all drink it with him! Lol. Joseph can eat man. Small little guy.. Ha! That wasn't all. After that we went Swensons and had a giant earthquake. Wah, can die man. Guan Hui left for piano lesson though, so we were down to 8 people. So yeah, they were playing with salt and pepper.. Spiked my drink when I went toilet!!! But I noticed the pepper powder floating around. Phew man! Those evil people!! Haha. So really ate a lot man. And the best part was that ernie was paying for all of us! Yay! He must've spent a lot man! Haha, whee. Thanks!
Went to buy something.. Then went to Heeren.. Hahaha. Yep. Watched Bourne Supremacy at Cine. Wasn't really concentrating on the movie lah. For reasons. =) NVM.
Home.
So today was really really really awesome.. So cool, so happy.. Sigh.
Be happy!
Have chemistry lessons tmr, wth. K, gonna make this a fast one, I hope.
Friday
Reaaalyy long day man. After school had the Army Open House thing.. Wasn’t really keen on going.. I mean.. What can you do there right. So we went. And my friends were all clamouring to go for the Urban Warfare thing.. Didn’t wanna do it.. But didn’t wanna be anti-social either. So I joined the queue. And was thinking about how stupid I was going to look playing with guns like some 6 yr old kid.. Then we had the briefing.. Picked up the SAR-21. My god, it was heavy. But that was expected anyway so yah. Then entered the war-zone.. Yep. They put blanks inside, and it was damn loud man. My left ear, closer to the barrel, was ringing.. Oh wow, I never got shot. And how cool is that? Haha! Ok, its not that I’m pro, its just that I was lucky enough. Dunno how many people I ‘killed’. But who cares. Its satanic man, wanting to know how many people you killed..
Yep, so it wasn’t really that bad after all. But it’s a logistics nightmare man. Every single blank has to be accounted for.. And it’s like.. Those guards on duty darn terok man. Haha.
Then just walked round.. Did the standing broad jump and got myself a goodie bag. Eeps I sound so kiddish. Oh well. I didn’t do it for the bag!!! Just trying to be a sport cuz everyone else was doing it. Oh well.
Went to the food place and just sat at a table and stoned.. Stoned.. Stoned.. Until it was time to go back. Was at the bus-waiting-area and saw Sondra. Hmm. Interesting. How come girls schools are coming here when they’re not even going NS?! Haha.
Went back to school. And had Ortus Night. Groans. Just some more people putting up really horrible performances.. Ouchie, my ears. Haha. Ok, out of tune the singing and instruments may be.. But in the end we still had some fun lah, I guess. Especially when Goh YY and Esther Cheong went up to sing!! It was so OMG lor! Haha! Really funnae!
Went to coro with chengqi terence and this guy whose name I dunno. Cheng bought me a sushi and a bottle of lemon tea! So cool! Ok, I owe you one! Thanks! Ha!
Saturday
No strings rehearsal! Learnt that the rehearsal the day before was utter rubbish. Oh well. No sec3s.. Our batch makes more than half the orchestra.. Haha.
TO.. Sian? Quite.
Violin lesson..
Some things happened.. And really got me so frustrated.. But it’s partly my fault I guess. Sigh.
Sunday
At class today.. Found out that day of recollection is next Saturday the WHOLE day. Skip TO! Supposed to be a happy thing. Supposed.
Went home all by my lonesome self. Waah! But lucky Andy gave me a lift to the bustop, or I’d die from walking man. Haha. =)
Practised. Went out for dinner. Came back practised, now hand hurts.
Adjusted my violin bridge, now it sounds so much better! Judging from the scratches and press marks, the bridge has been tilted quite some time already. All this while!!! Oh well.
Gtg. Mom’s getting a lil’ pissed.
Cya!
I hope.
Just typed this out and blogger don’t seem to work. Crapit. Oh well, shall upload it tmr.
Friday
Reaaalyy long day man. After school had the Army Open House thing.. Wasn’t really keen on going.. I mean.. What can you do there right. So we went. And my friends were all clamouring to go for the Urban Warfare thing.. Didn’t wanna do it.. But didn’t wanna be anti-social either. So I joined the queue. And was thinking about how stupid I was going to look playing with guns like some 6 yr old kid.. Then we had the briefing.. Picked up the SAR-21. My god, it was heavy. But that was expected anyway so yah. Then entered the war-zone.. Yep. They put blanks inside, and it was damn loud man. My left ear, closer to the barrel, was ringing.. Oh wow, I never got shot. And how cool is that? Haha! Ok, its not that I’m pro, its just that I was lucky enough. Dunno how many people I ‘killed’. But who cares. Its satanic man, wanting to know how many people you killed..
Yep, so it wasn’t really that bad after all. But it’s a logistics nightmare man. Every single blank has to be accounted for.. And it’s like.. Those guards on duty darn terok man. Haha.
Then just walked round.. Did the standing broad jump and got myself a goodie bag. Eeps I sound so kiddish. Oh well. I didn’t do it for the bag!!! Just trying to be a sport cuz everyone else was doing it. Oh well.
Went to the food place and just sat at a table and stoned.. Stoned.. Stoned.. Until it was time to go back. Was at the bus-waiting-area and saw Sondra. Hmm. Interesting. How come girls schools are coming here when they’re not even going NS?! Haha.
Went back to school. And had Ortus Night. Groans. Just some more people putting up really horrible performances.. Ouchie, my ears. Haha. Ok, out of tune the singing and instruments may be.. But in the end we still had some fun lah, I guess. Especially when Goh YY and Esther Cheong went up to sing!! It was so OMG lor! Haha! Really funnae!
Went to coro with chengqi terence and this guy whose name I dunno. Cheng bought me a sushi and a bottle of lemon tea! So cool! Ok, I owe you one! Thanks! Ha!
Saturday
No strings rehearsal! Learnt that the rehearsal the day before was utter rubbish. Oh well. No sec3s.. Our batch makes more than half the orchestra.. Haha.
TO.. Sian? Quite.
Violin lesson..
Some things happened.. And really got me so frustrated.. But it’s partly my fault I guess. Sigh.
Sunday
At class today.. Found out that day of recollection is next Saturday the WHOLE day. Skip TO! Supposed to be a happy thing. Supposed.
Went home all by my lonesome self. Waah! But lucky Andy gave me a lift to the bustop, or I’d die from walking man. Haha. =)
Practised. Went out for dinner. Came back practised, now hand hurts.
Adjusted my violin bridge, now it sounds so much better! Judging from the scratches and press marks, the bridge has been tilted quite some time already. All this while!!! Oh well.
Gtg. Mom’s getting a lil’ pissed.
Cya!
I hope.
Just typed this out and blogger don’t seem to work. Crapit. Oh well, shall upload it tmr.
Friday, September 03, 2004
Just did finish my powerpoint. It's late. But I'm not tired. Was sleeping a little just now with my Ou Deyang CD on.. Yep. I just got it. Sigh. I simply love the song bout two people being seperated, but still feel so close together. Oh well.
Maybe I won't sleep tonight lah. Have soso much on my mind. Small matters they may be but.. Still enough to make me go crazy. Ok. Enough. Bye.
Maybe I won't sleep tonight lah. Have soso much on my mind. Small matters they may be but.. Still enough to make me go crazy. Ok. Enough. Bye.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Hmm. Today would have rocked. If not for stuff. Sigh. Talked a LOT with Ernie during lesson, and Joseph and Waipeng's lesson too. Haha. Lesson supposed to be from 5:15-6:15, it became 5:45-7:05. Cool huh. Haha! A lotta things to say lah. Bout this viola outing thing next monday. Ok. How come suddenly I do all the organizing? Haha, time will fit. Yep.
Prayers, they've gotta help..
Lord, help.
Please.
Remember today
Hope it can give you some warmth amid all th cold.
God bless you.
Prayers, they've gotta help..
Lord, help.
Please.
Remember today
Hope it can give you some warmth amid all th cold.
God bless you.
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