So this is it.

There's no time to regret what I did or didn't do, the time that could have been spent better, what could have been.

No.

Life goes on and its every bit my responsibility to carry on where I've left off.

It gets hard and sometimes you just want to scream at something. But no one ever said it was going to be easy. That's for wimps. Real men slug it out in the mud, day in, day out, never stopping except to scratch at that itch in their asscracks.

I get angry when I lose control of things. I just don't want to lose what's mine. But what's the point of getting grey hair over milk that's meant to be spilt?

And when you see the world whizz past you beyond the split second thinking of your mind, you try to jump on the bandwagon and say, Hey! I'm still here! I'm still relevant!

Am I Not?

You begin to wonder if you've aged beyond the times when which you were deemed more than useless.

Oh am I not of twisted, convoluted intellect.

Tears well in his eyes, and uncontrollably, he sneezes. He hates the freaking dust.

So the packing begins.

CAGE + SOCCER = BLISTER + MEGA x SHAG

Today is the day I stop dota for yet another half a year. Watch me.

How nice it would be

If you had money, you could eat nice food.
Any nice food, anywhere.
You wouldn't have to care
About paying, cos you could.

If you had money, you could have a fast car.
Any kind of car, any luxury brand.
Boy, wouldn't it be grand?
If you could have such fast car.

If you had money, you could have a big house.
As big as you like, anywhere at all.
Oh, would I be so enthralled,
Living in my nice big house.

If you had money, you could buy the world.
The whole world would be yours.
But then, whatever for?
I don't need the world.

Went to Gemma's place at Sentosa Cove and it was the grandest, most luxurious place to stay I've seen in Singapore since the back of King Albert Park. The landscaping and exclusiveness is simply breathtaking, the architecture and massiveness stunning.

I will never live in a place like that.

People spend their whole lives chasing money. And why not? Everyone wants it. Everyone needs it. No one can do without it. You don't have to worry about whether you can afford eating somewhere, or buying that new shirt, or even plain taking a cab because you need to. You can buy things for your children, and watch their faces light up when they get a coveted new toy.

I think I need to be more careful with my money. I just can't be who I'm not.

And we struck Orhni off the list.

While waiting for the hair to dry.

What is it that keeps us from jumping off a tall building and killing ourselves?

How meaningless life can get when you think about it. You're only given a hundred years and that's that. No continuation, no lasting landmarks. Even the greats are forgotten when the sands of time cover their tracks.

It’s not about what you are to yourself. It’s about what you leave behind for people. That distinguishes the Great from the rest.

Someone said that before. And I wonder if it's just a silly lie sometimes.

Everyone reaches this dead end sooner or later. Some find their answers in worldly matters. Others in religion. Others in family.

I just trust that there's always something for me. Always. And try to appreciate the fact that the small things matter. Every small thing.

It's the picture of that which is so precious. Brighten up the gloom when it comes.

Hung up on your wall for the world to see.

The silence of the night gives stillness of mind. Reaching deeper into his pockets he retrieves a sliver of himself, barely wincing as he does. Time has mellowed him enough for him to make nothing more of it than a little token of his trust.

For your eyes only.

A break that isn't a break. I increasingly find myself tired out by the endless activities an overseas student has to partake in during his vacations. The endless scouring for food sorely missed, the multitudes of friends you are dying to meet, the vehement complaints about the weather.

This isn't a complaint, it is merely a remark. Truth be told there is just so much to do and so little time to do it.

Then again much the same could be said for life in general.

Hold on to the things that matter.

Toy Story 3 might be a cartoon but it was a great illustration on loyalty, friendship and responsibility. Catch it if you can.

Can't wait for TS 3!!

Go Germany !

Rip spain a new one!

IT'S NICE TO MEET UP AND BITCH.

omfg I please add Empire State into my rather-you-drag-me-to-hell list.

world cup world cup im so excited.

Good company.

Go Germany/ Netherlands!

I don't understand how the sky lights up so bright with a single turn of the lips and the tinkle of a bell. What are you doing? It makes me want to scream, and I feel so stupid.

There is something extremely wrong with blogger.

Kl trip was nothing short of a mad splurge on some clothes and lots and lots of books. I hope I will use them. I really do.

Enough with the unfulfilled expectations. You were made for so much more.

I love the smell of new books. And the joy of holding in your hand such privy knowledge.

Other than the odd argument, it was kind of a lazy, somewhat enjoyable trip.

Sent Andris off today and I wonder when I will ever see her again, if ever.

My god I haven't felt so stupid in so long.

What is beautiful will always remain beautiful. I would do well to never forget.

Every stolen glance and whisper forever etched, and they glow brighter than the sun.

Sift through the sands of time, and you will find things you overlooked. Some things remain.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.

Be safe, I pray.