Was scolded by mom today for being escapist. For running away from responsibility and hardship. And even though I really think I tried my best, it plants doubts in my mind.

There are some things which you just can't bring back to life. You just carry on with life with the burden of having made a mistake forever borne in your heart.

I want to have lived a life with as little emotional baggage as possible.

So I try to hide away from that little ray of sunshine because I don't know if it'll ever accept me for what I am about. I don't feel deserving either.

It's so much easier to run.

Gotta love PCL.