The thing I'm most wary about is this:

No one's there for you.

Absolutely.

No one.

That's what hurts I guess. Knowing that in the process of giving so much of yourself to someone, you know you're never going to receive as such that you've bestowed. And you see the people closest to you flying away to their goals, aspirations.

Their freedom.

While you're stuck. Tied down by the chains that you entangled yourself in in the process of giving, caring and loving.

That's what's scary.

That's why I'm wary.

Amen.