Yesterday I figured it out.

I've been selfish. Manically so. I throw my shit around. And I start to sweat the small stuff. And under-appreciate my blessings.

I'm guilty.

But it's time for a change. No more.

If life is shit, then fucking hell, I'm gonna be the flower that grows outta it.

To be your beacon of light.

Sorry guys, I apologise, especially to Chris. You guys deserve so much better from me.

What a day ! :)