i told someone today that life's all about letting go and moving on.

perhaps i should take it back because life is much much more than that. it's just so big a thing that i can't possibly summarize it within this blog. anyhow right now there's alot of living in moments going on for me.

i'd like to talk about a little something. there's this little song that's been getting me through when i don't have my phone beside me (you know why).



suddenly my fav song in the album.

sometimes it brings tears but every time you cry, you get a little stronger. just can't sit there and let the world pass you by in self-pity. that'd be just tragic.

tomorrow you book in again. yet you're optimistic that you'll be able to last through. confident that while life goes on outside without you, you won't be forgotten, that there's a place for you to return to. then you feel touched beyond description that there are people willing to do everything they can to accommodate you, even at their own expense.

staring as i sit on the jarring steel steed,
watching eyes of devilish red stab the dark hues of night.
trees pass me by like solitary pilgrims
going on and on to face their loneliness.
yes, their loneliness till their death
they face ceaselessly, perpetually.
be happy and thankful you don't
and will never face the same fate.

beauty comes and fades but not the sweet scent of true love.